Wow. Long time, No Post…
Tonight was such an uncomfortable night. I revealed a current struggle and deep dark secret in my life with a very close friend. It was, in fact, in our conversation that brought up this blog and made me decide to post in it again.
I am not saint in life and have my share of secrets. It was a relief to finally let someone know about my secrets so that I can make progress in determining in what God’s plan is for my life. The only difficult thing is that I may have to walk away from some things I really do value in life so that I can focus on problems at hand and not become influenced with personal views and society views. My prayer tonight is that this moment in life I can find peace with myself and better understand as to who I am as a person.
I often believe that I can figure things out on my own, but having someone who knows your deepest darkness also helps hold yourself accountable for discovering the best options and directions in life. I hope and pray that everyone knows that God loves us all for who we are and that NOTHING can cover up that precious gift of life that was nailed to a Cross.
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love you ry with all my heart
you did a very brave thing. so proud of you!
Natalie
August 10, 2011 at 5:14 am